My thoughts.

Hello,

     It's that time of the year again. Exams. Sigh....

     I really want to ace these test, I really do.... but...

you know when you really want something so bad, you try so hard for it and you can yet feel the distance growing shorter. It's too far...

But I need this you know.... but.. how badly do I want it? 

     I just gotta try.

Twas a good day when screams were heard in the room. "Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!" screech the young lady in her hospital gown. "It broke!! It broke!!!" In came the family members. A young boy about 2 years old together with a young father. DOCTORRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! the father called. Then came nurses and a doctor. She was transported to the "production" room. "PUSH!" "BREATHE!" "NO I CANT DO THIS!!!! NOOOO! CUT ME NAO!" O.O! *snip snip* TADAHHHHHHH out came a fat lil baby! ITS A GIRL! ngawwww. "Her brother looks prettier" =.= .Hugs Kisses Adoration and Admiration flooded the room... well, most of them came from the father.




I had this past when i was younger, (I'm still young btw, i love youth) there was a time in life where i felt forgotten, not loved, not wanted, a waste of oxygen and just.. like a pile of poop. I may be exaggerating but it hurts.. when no one wished u during your birthday. A BIRTHDAY is where u celebrate the birth of someone. Having no response, not even family... it was just crazy hurtful. Thankfully, i was saved.. by some very caring seniors of mine... I love them to bits. While chatting with one of them, they asked y i was sad. I told him. He manage to gather HIS friends and wished me happy birthday. Thatssss soo sweet ima getting diabetes! But i did learn from that day on....

So whatsup, haha nothing special here just want a place where i can let out what i wanna say. Though i must say. Coming back here brings back memories. i realized how much my English sucked! well not that its WAY BETTER NOW but better than before. I thank my English teacher for that... wherever you are <3. Back to the topic. That One. No it isn't "the one". To me the word "the" is like, it just doesn't sound as nice as it should be. Calling something "the" a person "the". Why give them a term? It's like... "hey look at the rock" when u say "hey look at that rock" "the" is used to specify a certain item and so on where as ... "that" does the same but its used when theres a certain distance to it. Why "That One"? I found it. Its not like I've been finding "the one" but i've found "that one" that less specific one. Where, specifications are not needed.... but u feel it, its just right. "That one" is not what u exactly wanted but "that one" is what you don't mind having forever and "that one" is what makes them lovable, where you don't mind if they've flaws. Its cause of their flaws, their pros, their cons, that they are "that one". I'm probably just bull-crapping now but I'll let it be~ i like my mind to flow without having pauses.. It's really sooting.... That one... that withstand my presence That one.. that have been there for me That one... that helped me That one... that wished me That one.. that is forever honest with me That one... that is loving me That one.. that found me... before i found myself. Thank you. For being my "that one"

Im having a good time here..now :) Well i just finished my exams last week, results comming in, they aren't as what i expected... I would expect it to be lower but YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D but still :\ higer as in.. AT LEAST PAST LA.

Well this is what happens,

there are two types of people before exams...


The lazy and not-giving-a-care-for-the-world



The one stressing out because of study


But eventually they will also,(majority) will do last minute studying...



After all that, there's during exam where eventually everyone will get this look..


THEN THE EXAM ENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There's three ways to see this....


Being worried about your results!
&



Regretted for not studying
or even...


just chilling out


BUT!!!!! The feeling of Victory remains in all...




Well that's how i feel about my exams... -> stressed abt studying -> stressed during exams -> I CHILL OUT! -> VICTORY -> *thumbs up* for good grades ;)

AHHHHHH!!! He's one of my favourite member in the Korean Band BIGBANG! his role as a member of BIGBANG is a RAPPER! and he's the oldest :). Besides that, he's HOT,SEXY & HANDSOME :D! I just find him awesome in many ways...

1# He respects everyone, not just fans but his juniors and of course his seniors



2# He may be the oldest, BUT he still has the cute side of being childish at random times



3# He gives people hope everywhere. TOP was chubby when he was younger but shed the 20kgs in 40 days, just to be in the entertainment industry. He now has a weight of 65kg



4# He follows what he believes in. His sense of fashion!!



5# His beauty <3 LOOK AT HIM!!!! SERIOUSLY!He's one of the sexiest/hottest man in korea


6# His skills as a rapper is just amazing. He won KBS Radios in 2003!! :D




7# He is known of his deep voice which most koreans don't have, this compliments his face features too ;)




8# He thinks about others before himself. There was one where the gridle was about to fall, and thinking of the fans leaning on it and pushing it(they might get injured(, he took the time to try and fix it even though it was hot and he has to prepare for the concert. <3


9# He's not only good in rapping but in acting too, in the movie I am Sam & in a successful korean war movie.




10# Overall he's almost 90% perfect ;)






Most of these pictures are from my "collection" HAHAHHA!! :) He's just so admirable! <3

Hey so, Im blogging again!?!??!?! Nahh im just here to get the "feel" of blogging again :). Long time no blog, i sucked in it, i am not committed enough so i look up to people who blogs DAILY seriously they are soo good.... i actually bookmark their page just to go back everyday knowing that they will update :).

Yay to blogger everywhere! :) GOOD JOB!