My thoughts.

Twas a good day when screams were heard in the room. "Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!" screech the young lady in her hospital gown. "It broke!! It broke!!!" In came the family members. A young boy about 2 years old together with a young father. DOCTORRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! the father called. Then came nurses and a doctor. She was transported to the "production" room. "PUSH!" "BREATHE!" "NO I CANT DO THIS!!!! NOOOO! CUT ME NAO!" O.O! *snip snip* TADAHHHHHHH out came a fat lil baby! ITS A GIRL! ngawwww. "Her brother looks prettier" =.= .Hugs Kisses Adoration and Admiration flooded the room... well, most of them came from the father.




I had this past when i was younger, (I'm still young btw, i love youth) there was a time in life where i felt forgotten, not loved, not wanted, a waste of oxygen and just.. like a pile of poop. I may be exaggerating but it hurts.. when no one wished u during your birthday. A BIRTHDAY is where u celebrate the birth of someone. Having no response, not even family... it was just crazy hurtful. Thankfully, i was saved.. by some very caring seniors of mine... I love them to bits. While chatting with one of them, they asked y i was sad. I told him. He manage to gather HIS friends and wished me happy birthday. Thatssss soo sweet ima getting diabetes! But i did learn from that day on....

So whatsup, haha nothing special here just want a place where i can let out what i wanna say. Though i must say. Coming back here brings back memories. i realized how much my English sucked! well not that its WAY BETTER NOW but better than before. I thank my English teacher for that... wherever you are <3. Back to the topic. That One. No it isn't "the one". To me the word "the" is like, it just doesn't sound as nice as it should be. Calling something "the" a person "the". Why give them a term? It's like... "hey look at the rock" when u say "hey look at that rock" "the" is used to specify a certain item and so on where as ... "that" does the same but its used when theres a certain distance to it. Why "That One"? I found it. Its not like I've been finding "the one" but i've found "that one" that less specific one. Where, specifications are not needed.... but u feel it, its just right. "That one" is not what u exactly wanted but "that one" is what you don't mind having forever and "that one" is what makes them lovable, where you don't mind if they've flaws. Its cause of their flaws, their pros, their cons, that they are "that one". I'm probably just bull-crapping now but I'll let it be~ i like my mind to flow without having pauses.. It's really sooting.... That one... that withstand my presence That one.. that have been there for me That one... that helped me That one... that wished me That one.. that is forever honest with me That one... that is loving me That one.. that found me... before i found myself. Thank you. For being my "that one"